What Does HOPE Look Like?

What Does HOPE Look Like?

We Have HOPE for You group photo

What Does HOPE Look Like?

“We have HOPE for you!” has always been a PMP Pals catchphrase. But, what does that really mean? Here are just a few impact stories from the last year:

For those newly diagnosed.  A new patient and his wife questioned whether it would be worthwhile to go through any treatment at all, given a tough diagnosis. HOPE = taking the leap to start treatment after meeting Pals who are living life fully and having more days to spend together. 

For those who are told there is no hope. One patient came to Pals after being told several times there was no treatment for him.  HOPE = finding a surgeon who saw things differently, after Pals’ tips and encouragement.  Months after his surgery, HOPE = enjoying family events, travel, and a new outlook on life. 

For those with recurrences.  One of the most wrenching experiences is a recurrence after surgery or chemo. HOPE = trying treatment again, inspired by encouragement from Pals with recurrences.

For those with side effects. Pals are known for sharing peer experiences on all kinds of topics you can’t talk about with others: bowel obstructions, digestive problems, anxiety,  and more. HOPE = learning from those who have “been there.” 

For those facing surgery.  Having a rare cancer is lonely enough; heading into the operating room and not being sure what you will (or won’t) come out with amps anxiety. HOPE = having a Pal to talk it through with, someone who really understands life with this bewildering rare cancer. 

For those in their last days.  Though we hope for effective treatment for each patient, we know that some will succumb to this disease. Pals’ phenomenal volunteers are steadfast friends for many patients (and their families) in their last weeks. HOPE = friendship, connection, love, all the way through. 

We Have HOPE for you with select Pal imagesHOPE = all the daily interactions Pals share to encourage, inform, and support each other. Your contribution during our fundraising season will continue to grow HOPE in our community.

 

 

Pals Profile: Advocate, Marathoner, Fundraiser Lindsay B.

Pals Profile: Advocate, Marathoner, Fundraiser Lindsay B.

PMP Pals Lindsay B. celebrates her 40th birthday after a PMP (LAMN) diagnosis, surgery, and treatment. There is life after a cancer diagnosis.In December 2021, 6 months shy of my 40th birthday (and right after completing my 4th TCS NYC Marathon), I heard the three words that nobody ever expects to hear: “You have cancer.”

While in surgery to remove a large, complex ovarian cyst, they discovered a tumor in my appendix and what they thought might be mucin in my abdomen. My appendix, right ovary, and right fallopian tube were removed. Biopsies confirmed the tumor was a rare, stage IV appendix cancer called Low-Grade Appendiceal Mucinous Neoplasm (LAMN).

In March 2022, I underwent cytoreductive surgery (CRS) and a treatment called HIPEC – Hyperthermic Intraperitoneal Chemotherapy – while in surgery, after CRS, they bathed my abdominal cavity with a highly concentrated, heated chemotherapy (42 degrees C/108 degrees F) for 90 minutes. The goal of CRS is to remove all visible tumors; the goal of HIPEC is to remove any tumors remaining on a cellular level. I was in the hospital for a week and left with 52 staples along my abdomen.

Based on my 3-month scan, I showed no evidence of disease (NED), however, there is always a chance of recurrence (especially with LAMN, which is very slow moving) My doctors – Dr. Jeannine Villella DO and surgical oncologist Dr. Marcovalerio Melis MD, both at Lenox Hill in New York – will monitor me with CT scans and bloodwork every 6 months, eventually reducing the frequency for up to 10 years.

The crucial part of my diagnosis was finding the ovarian cyst. I complained for years that my periods were painful and heavy. I noticed they were getting worse and something in my body simply felt “off.”  Doctors continued to suggest oral birth control, IUDs, etc., as a bandaid for this pain. I pushed back, requesting an ultrasound to get to the bottom of it, as I thought it was endometriosis. Moral of the story: listen to your body and advocate for yourself. You know your body best.

Appendix cancer is rare; its companion Pseudomyoxa Peritonei (PMP) occurs when the disease spreads beyond the appendix. Only two people in every one million are diagnosed in the United States annually. Most diagnoses are found at stage IV because it has moved from one organ (the appendix) into another. This is particularly true of LAMN, where peritoneal metastases become more evident. There are not many clear, early symptoms of appendix cancer, aside from maybe acute appendicitis, ovarian cysts, or complicated bowel issues. There are no interventional screenings currently available in its early stages, like a colonoscopy or mammogram to screen for colon or breast cancer. While there has been a lot of progress made recently for treatment and hope for the future, discovering LAMN is sometimes just dumb luck. If diagnosed with appendix cancer or PMP, it is extremely important to see an appendix cancer specialist (pmppals.net has an up-to-date, global, interactive map of specialists).

PMP Pal Lindsay B. enjoying a cocktailThree months after having CRS/HIPEC, I celebrated my 40th birthday! I cannot wait to get back onto the Peloton bike and sign up for my 18th half marathon. My diagnosis is a huge part of my life but does not define me: I am a native New Yorker living on the Upper West Side with my rescue (foster-fail) dog, Charlie. I live for live music and spending time with friends and family. I love to travel and eat my way through new cities! Don’t make me choose between summer and winter – I equally enjoy being on the water and up in the mountains (I don’t ski, but boy the mountains are beautiful, especially with fall foliage!)

I currently work from home full-time in marketing and branding, specifically in new real estate development.. You probably know many projects I’ve worked on if you know the Manhattan skyline, such as One World Trade and Central Park Tower. I always keep an eye out for new challenges and rewarding work. Hence, as an active advocate/fundraiser for cancer research, I currently volunteer with PMP Pals and recently coordinated our first-ever cookbook. (Click here for the digital copy.)

While no one wants to hear, “you have cancer,” my Silver Linings of appendix cancer/PMP are numerous. First, becoming a part of the PMP Pals family has been helpful in my outlook and approach to living with this diagnosis. Second, I am learning to love and appreciate my body because no matter what it looks like on the outside, it is strong enough to endure HIPEC/CRS (it is hard to believe I survived such an invasive surgery). I have a renewed appreciation for my friends and family who really stepped up for me after my diagnosis. At my age, to have both parents by my side during all of this is something I will never take for granted. Family is extremely important to me, as is my faith in Judaism and the traditions we share around the holidays. I even hosted Passover this year, only 1-month post-op!

What’s next? Doctors can’t commit to anything concrete besides being on “watch and wait” with my scans (and monitoring my chemo-induced menopause symptoms), which isn’t easy! However, thanks to PMP Pals, fellow patients and caregivers continue to give me hope, a better understanding of my diagnosis, and an idea of what to expect moving forward.

My interaction with PMP Pals has helped to validate all of my feelings, physical and emotional, and placed me on a positive path to living my best day. I’d be lost without them!  PMP Pals gave me the support I didn’t realize I needed after my diagnosis. They answered questions I didn’t know I had and prepared me for everything going into/coming out of surgery. During the weekly meetings, we discuss topics that my friends and family don’t understand – even friends who have had cancer. It’s different speaking with other ACPMP patients. I’ve made new, genuine friends, which is hard to do at my age! Our relationships may have started because of this rare disease, but these have grown into sincere friendships. I look forward to our calls, especially now, being able to help others – both new and returning members– by sharing my experience and volunteering. It feels good to pay it forward!

PMP Pals volunteer & fundraiser Lindsay B. running the TSC NYC Marathon the week before her diagnosis.If you are new to this journey, I offer these tips:

Find a specialist. Not all doctors are equally educated on appendix cancer. And, meet with as many specialists you need to in order to feel confident with your team and treatment plan. 

Keep coming back to PMP Pals meetings. Ask questions -I guarantee that someone has already asked your question before so please, don’t be shy. 

If you fall under the AYA category (adolescents and young adults with cancer) – I recommend https://anchor.fm/canceroutloud/episodes/Its-a-Marathon-Not-a-Sprint-e1qui5v/a-a8ss3doalso joining an AYA support group, in addition to PMP Pals, to cover different topics (navigating dating, fertility, etc).

Remember: Healing is not linear (exact words from PMP Pal, Linda, while I was in the hospital). Give it time.

Lindsay recently shared your story and her experience on CancerCare’s podcast “Cancer OutLoud.” You can listen here as she talks about accessing CancerCare’s resources including a licensed oncology social worker. 

Dedication, Perseverance, & Longevity: Charmaine Skillman

Dedication, Perseverance, & Longevity: Charmaine Skillman

Celebrating 25 Years of Survivorship

On October 29, 2022, I reached my 25th year of survivorship, measured from the surgery that diagnosed my appendix cancer/PMP. What a journey.  As with many anniversaries, this date is a time for reflection.  I’d like to share my story and what these years have taught me.

My Story.  In 1997 at age 41, I noticed some changes in my body.  Most importantly, my belly was growing rounder, causing me to double my workout efforts. But when my husband commented on how firm my belly felt after just a short time with more workouts, a light bulb went off: “This is not normal.” At my annual exam a month later, my gynecologist agreed something was wrong and sent me for a sonogram.   The technician’s reaction sent a signal that something was alarming.  Surgery was quickly scheduled for October 29 due to a large mass the sonogram showed on my right ovary. That tumor was removed, all 4 pounds and 6 inches in diameter, along with my abnormally shortened appendix and more tissue and mucin.  With this surgery, I was introduced to the world of PMP/appendix cancer.

My local surgeon had encountered appendix cancer/PMP a few times before.   He felt that he could control my “slow-growing” and “relatively benign” disease with periodic debulking surgeries.  I needed surgery again in 1998, then a diagnostic laparoscopy with biopsies in 2000, and then another debulking in 2006.  From 1997 to 2008, I relied on local treatment and advice. I made some forays on the internet for information, but did not find resources that were helpful to me. In 2008, due to massive spread of disease, I was told I might want to think about cytoreduction surgery (CRS) and HIPEC by a specialist. At this point, I again searched for web-based information, and I established contact with PMP Pals.

So, I rather confidently sent my records to an in-state, in-network major cancer center with an appendix cancer specialist.  When my request for an appointment went unanswered for weeks, I called to find out why.  The surgeon’s staff shocked me by saying that he felt I was “too far gone” — he would not perform surgery, and he felt my condition would soon decline.

What? How could I reconcile my local surgeon’s rather lukewarm assessment of the need for HIPEC/CRS with the specialist’s words indicating that the HIPEC ship had already sailed — I had missed it? Not only was I confused and angry, but for the first time since my diagnosis, I was certain that I had a very short length of time to live. And, the short time ahead promised serious decline in quality of life.  I fell into a black hole of depression.

But, both my husband and Gabriella Graham, the founder of PMP Pals, pushed me to move forward. I decided to go big – I contacted Dr. Paul Sugarbaker, the leading HIPEC/CRS specialist in the U.S.  He accepted me as a patient and performed my CRS and HIPEC in early 2009.

I credit Dr. Sugarbaker with saving my life by meticulously removing all visible tumor (and many organs or parts of organs to which tumors were tightly attached), doggedly working through the troublesome adhesions caused by my earlier surgeries, and leaving only the tiniest of tumor cells to be successfully penetrated and killed off by the HIPEC he administered.  Since 2009, my status has been “no evidence of disease” – NED.  Dr. Sugarbaker is now retired, but still active in scholarly research, including using his vast patient database to look for patterns, draw conclusions, and propose treatment improvements.

My story is NOT a road map for how this disease would be treated today.  When I started my journey, information on this disease was very hard for patients to come by.  The internet was just starting out, and medical information was not yet readily available, especially on rare diseases.  I relied too much on my doctor’s confidence and advice about how best to treat this disease.  I had no reason to doubt his advice or treatment; but, I had no information about how other patients were being treated.  Don’t repeat my mistake.  Learn; talk with other patients; research; talk to other doctors.

I believe that most patients in my condition now would be sent to a specialist for evaluation for HIPEC/CRS very soon after diagnosis.  My disease was already quite widely spread throughout my peritoneal area in the first surgery, but with lab results showing low-grade LAMN type of PMP, I should have been considered a perfect candidate for HIPEC. Waiting all these years meant that it was sheer luck that I was still considered operable.  Dr. Sugarbaker was able to remove all visible disease, including tumors bound by adhesions and scar tissue; and I was able to retain essential organs and enough of my large and small intestines to return (mostly) to my normal lifestyle after CRS/HIPEC.

In this community, we learn from each other.  Here are some lessons I’d like to share from my 25-year journey.

  1. Find an appendix cancer specialist, very early on. This is essential. We say it all the time in PMP Pals. We mean someone with significant experience with cytoreduction surgery, with HIPEC, with post-surgery surveillance, with reading scans of patients with this disease.  My local surgeons did not have the experience to guide me as well as my situation required.  It’s that simple. I want a specialist who talks about appendix cancer, reads about it, does surgery for it, prescribes chemo for it, thinks about it, sees patients with it – every week.  These are the specialists with the best information on what can be done for you.
  2. Community is important. PMP Pals is your community. We like to say, “You are not alone.”  In 2008, when I was mired in depression for perhaps having missed my opportunity for life-saving treatment, Gabriella Graham, the founder of PMP Pals, told me to find someone else to treat me.  She gave me the encouragement, know-how, and confidence to reach out to Dr. Sugarbaker.  After surgery, I attended my first PMP Pals gathering in 2010.  After 13 years of living with this disease, I finally met other patients.  Before I found PMP Pals, the truth is that I was And, my journey was negatively affected by that.
  3. Second opinions are vital. As you can see from my story, if I had stopped with the first specialist I sought out, I probably would not be here today.  There are so many Pals who say the same thing when they find us. They were told they are inoperable, they were told they are too old, they were told their quality of life would suffer too much – so many reasons not to perform the treatment that could be curative.  It is mysterious to me to this day how one specialist could say “No way” to surgery/HIPEC for me, and yet Dr. Sugarbaker said, “Yes, I can help you.”  The bottom line is that you need to get your records into the hands of several specialists.  Even if they end up agreeing —  you will still have so much more information and understanding of your situation, and you likely will have learned of palliative care options that can make your life better. This is not about finding someone who will tell you what you want to hear. It is about feeling confident that you have taken all reasonable steps to find the best options for yourself.
  4. New treatments will become easier to access. Though we’ve all heard of HIPEC by now and know that it is the standard of care for the right patients, this was not always the case. In the late 1980s and into the 1990s, Dr. Sugarbaker had to fight to advance HIPEC/CRS for patients like me.  The accepted “wisdom” in those decades was that patients with peritoneal surface malignancies were not good candidates for surgery, there was no clinical trial data showing efficacy of HIPEC, the patients would not likely tolerate the grueling treatments, and they would likely die soon anyway – so, why bother?  Sugarbaker and other pioneers slowly earned acceptance of HIPEC/CRS in the medical community.   New treatments will emerge and will become more widely available.  Stay hopeful.
  5. Don’t look back; look forward. Some days I fight to live normally, to be active, to travel, to watch a movie without jumping up 5-10 times for a bathroom break – because I am living without a third of my small and large intestines.  And, on truly bad days, I am angry, resentful, and very low because I think if I had done things differently, if my first doctors had done things differently, I would not have lost so much in my last surgery.  BUT, I cannot change my history – I am not going backward, so why look to the past?  I force myself to stay in the present, to focus on processes (diet, medication, healthy habits) that can help me, even if only a tiny bit.  And, I look forward – to things I want to experience, to making my life better, to helping someone else live better.  Enjoy each day. We are lucky to be here.
FOCUS ON PHYSICIANS: PAUL H. SUGARBAKER, MD

FOCUS ON PHYSICIANS: PAUL H. SUGARBAKER, MD

Volume 4 | Issue 1, 2021 PMP Pals is pleased to bring you this special edition of our newsletter, devoted to an interview with Paul H. Sugarbaker, MD.  As part of our Focus on Physicians series, this article highlights his four decades of leadership in the treatment of peritoneal surface malignancies, including appendiceal cancer and pseudomyxoma peritonei (PMP). Our board member Charmaine interviewed Dr. Sugarbaker, who performed her life-saving surgery in 2009.  We hope you enjoy this newsletter.

Paul H. Sugarbaker, MD